Dream Big

Heylohhhhh,people.I just don't know what to blog anymore.So many things are running through my head ryte now.Movies,movies,my life,other people's life.Well I wanna share with everyone something personal today.My goals and my dreams.What am I gonna achieve in my future?Well,nobody knows how any of our life is gonna settle down,ryte?But this is what I had in mind.=)

I knew I wanted to be a doctor from the very moment I realized that the only way I am going to help all those poor kids and elderly in Africa,India and many other poor countries is by being there.If you are a billionaire,you would probably donate some funds for their expenses,but how do you even know where is your money is going to go,what effect its gonna do on people?Corruption is happening vast all over the world.So yeah,If I'm a doctor,I get to be there,one to one with a patient,changing lives from my own bare hands.Well,I kinda planned to visit these places once I'm settle down you see.In finance part, alright?Hahahahaha,not sure about the whole family thing yet.But yeah,I do love kids.We will see about that.
Maybe 35 or 40?Who knows?=)

Then my friend,Michelle and I are planning to join the Amazing Race Asia.Maybe after my five year medicine course.OMG,we are so gonna win it.Trust me,we will.=)

I am also planning to open a restaurant.Prefer bally beside a beach.Oh man,I love the smell of the breeze.Even though I'm not a very good cook or anything,but I wanna learn so badly.And raise funds through the restaurants incomes for the poor children around the world.

Like Mahatma Gandhi said once, "Be The Change You Want To See In The World".
It's true you know.I can never achieve anything if I just depend on the others to do the changes.I wanna be the change within me.I want to change the world so badly to a better place.I will.Someday.

I don't ever want to regret things when I am about to die.Life is awesome,a gift from the God for us to live it.Live it wise fully as its so precious.Peace out,dudes.Ohh,thanks for reading my blog,people.Appreciate it.=)

Yours truly,

tm

Life & Death : Memoirs Of Two Friends.

Heyy,guys.It's been a pretty hectic day.Today I lost two of my friends.

I may not know them very much but I did know them.And I couldn't hold my tears from falling upon their death today.It was surreal.Unbelievable.

Their death made me think a lot today.About life and death.
Who would have known that they would leave everyone behind when they woke up in the very morning?
Who would have known that their lives would end in about few hours?
Who would have known that they would only live till they're 17?
Who?


I guess all of us have to appreciate life when we still have one.
Cherish it and fill it with happy moments and mistakes that would make you stronger as you face challenges in life.We will never know when we're about to die.Nobody knows.It's all destined.

I just hope that my friends Azmaan Johari & Muhammad Faizal rest in peace.They are without doubt in a better place than earth.May God Bless Them.They will always be in my mind and also every bodies mind forever and ever.

Faizal

Azmaan

R.I.P Azmaan & Faizal =)

Yours Truly,


 tm

Someone Like You.

Some how I feel SO CONNECTED to this song.=)

I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead  

Payton Thornton

Howdy aliens.LOL.Okayy,today I'm going to talk about this documentary I saw that day in Discovery Channel.It was a about a boy named Payton Thornton.

This adorable 5 year old is suffering from this rare disease called recessive dystrophic epidermolysis bullosa, the most severe and aggressive form of epidermolysis bullosa — "EB" for short.When a baby was born,normally he or she would be carried in a blanket.But not Payton.When Payton came back from the ICU, he was swaddled not in a soft baby blanket, but in gauze bandages and medicinal lotion.

Payton came into the world screaming — not the normal cries of a newborn, but screams of pain. The skin on Payton's left foot stopped just above the ankle, exposing muscle and bone.Imagine that.No skin.Nothing to protect you in the sun or the rain.There is no cure, and most kids born with Payton's form of EB don't live to see their 20th birthday, often dying from a particularly aggressive form of skin cancer.

That is Payton at your left.That is his brother.Payton have two healthy siblings.

What made me in tears that day.(I SWEAR TO GOD I HAVE NEVER CRIED WATCHING TV LIKE THAT BEFORE IN MY LIFE) is that this boy have to wear 4 layers of bandage around his body twice a day.Imagine someone pulling and pressuring you open wound with bandages.AHHH.I just cant.He cant run,swim or do anything unlike his elder brother.When his mom was putting the bandages on him,he was like "NO,MUMMY.IT HURTS.IT HURTS SO BADLY.NO MORE MUMMY".I made the entire handkerchief soaked wet with my tears.The worst part is when his mum wanted to bring him for a bath.He was like screaming in the bath tub because it hurts SOOO MUCH when the water exposed to his open skin.

I really wanna meet him.Like so badly.And give him a hug.If I ever go to USA,I would really go and find him.These stories of people inspires and actually encourage me to become a doctor.Help someone to end their sorrow.Make a pathway for them.

God should be with him like all the time.Guide him to happiness in life.=)

 

Yours truly,

 

tm.

RAVE2 WAS A BOMB!=)

Hello,my awesome readers who got nothing better to do than reading my blog.Howdy.Today I'm gonna blog about what happened last Friday on the 10th of June.The Student Council club in my college organized this HUGE event called RAVE2.As I'm a part of the club,I had to work on the day.Guess what I did.I was in charge of the beverages section where we had Tropicana Twisters arranged on the table.So me,and my friends are required to take the guests coupon and redeem it with their drinks.So for the first two hours,I was like,

"Hello,can I have your yellow coupon,please?"

*handing over their tropicana twisters"

"Thank you,Have fun."

                                From left,"ashwini,me,angel" selling tropicana twister.WOOTS!=)))

Believe me,thats the only phrase I keep on repeating on and on.Like thousand times.
First they had this bands playing on and on.And I was like "where will the fun begin?"

Then all of a sudden,the DJ played JLO's "On The Floor".And we were like "OMG,OMG,OMG".Screaming like its the end of the world or something.That was the tick tock,the bomb for all the fun I had that night.
OMG,believe me.I've never partied like that before in my entire life.Like seriously.It was bomb.I danced till my feet hurt,my stomach cramp,my kidney almost came out from its ureter.HAHAHAHHAHA,it was certainly a night to remember.Here are some pictures from RAVE2.=)

Finger Foods.Yummy!=)

                                   

Crowds in the hall.

Bands performing songs.Not bad actually.=)

Still playing songs.They had this rendition of Poker Face.=)

People partying.

From left,megan,ashwini,sam,hong yi,angel,me,danice.Awesome people.=)

The Emo Post.

Heyyy,people.Ahh,shiet.I writing this bloody post because I think I needed too.I am awefully pissed ryte now.Like seriously pissed.About someone.I mean,seriously just because of  a small mistake,you blame it one someone else or the TV.Like all the freaking time.Hello,nobodys perfect alryte?Like NOBODY IN THE WHOLE FREAKING UNIVERSE!OK?

You will never find happiness in you if you treat others like a piece of shiet.I am a HUMAN too.I have the right to speak.But obviously I can't do that,then we'll have like WORLD WAR 3 IN THE HOUSE.While can't I live like everybody else?Huh?Why am I wasting my time perfecting your name,while I can roam around and drink all night long and never come back home.Think about it?When someone is working their butt off to please you,you just dont call them STUPID and ASSHOLES?Alryteee?I have feelings.Everybody in this house got one.I can never find peace with you or make you understand whatever you're doing now is BULLSHIT.You have to BLOODY control your temper.When other people piss you off,you definetely don't show it to other people,especially people in your BLOODY house.OH GOD,I WISH YOU'RE READING THIS.I wish some day you will understand how deep you've hurt us through mentally.The cut is so deep till it became a scar in my head.And you know what does scar do.Scars never,ever leave you.

Yours truly,

tm.

My Favourite Song Of All Time.=)))